It's been months. Things have happened. Good things, bad things. Last summer I hung out with Lost Boys. I went back to school. I wore a broadway actor's underwear at a party. I let my hair down. I was Judas, I was Jesus. I was just making it through alive.

Uhh I guess I didn't write anything for big bang this year. Sorry about that. I tried really hard though.

( Here, have this sample of something I tried to write. It works on its own. )

dear delicious bookmarking system,

sometimes i like you. other times, not so much. you enable my need to creep. not fair.

<3 bellheim

oh! and i created this thing in case of emergency, or so i don't forget about the things i promised myself i'd finish. i am now inviting you to the party.

also what the hell did we do before youtube and pvr. what strangers did we rely on for amusing antics and incredible feats of musical ability? starts about 40 seconds in.

Title: Better

Band: MCR
Pairing: kind of Bob/Frank, Bob/Ray, Frank/Gerard
Rating: kind of r
Word count: 40300
Notes: written for bandombigbang 2010. huge huge thanks to maureenwillmann for an amazing last minute proof and all blame to ofkitchensinks for the idea of ridiculous online boyfriends.

Summary: When Frank's online sort-of boyfriend Bob comes to Jersey, everyone knows it's a terrible idea, but Frank's never been good at listening — especially to himself.

Part One
Part Two
Part Three
Part Four
Part Five

Bonus Tracks/Enhanced Content
Fanart:
Murder Factory by clarityhiding
Fanmix:
Better: A Fanmix by somniloquous


( Better, Part 1 )